I wanted to believe and I tried my damndest to believe in the rainbow that I tried to get over and couldn't. So what? Lots of people can't...
It is the mind that makes the body rich; and as the sun breaks through the darkest clouds, so honor peereth in the meanest habit.
Loneliness is the human condition. No one is ever going to fill that space. The best thing you can do it to know yourself... know what you want.